Zoumana Sane, Mami Wata, 1987. Pigment, glass. Collection of Herbert M. and Shelley Cole. Photo by Don Cole |
Most viewers would be hard pressed to see any relationship between my ultra-realistic paintings of water and this tribal collection of sculpture and images. But both my wife and I felt a strong response and sense of recognition. We were reminded of a time in the mid-eighties when we were snorkeling in Hawaii . I am not a strong swimmer but I felt reasonably confident snorkeling above the reefs. Either my absorption with the tropical fish – all that rich color and pattern – or perhaps tidal drift carried me out beyond my ability to touch the ocean floor, and I panicked. I was way out beyond where anyone else was swimming. Off in the distance, very small, I could see my children playing on the beach. There was no way anyone would hear me if I called for help. I was sure I was going to drown, and surrendered to the inevitable.
Just then, out of nowhere, a large native Hawaiian woman was suddenly beside me, telling me to relax and float on my back. Her words immediately calmed me and I did what she said. I turned to thank her but she was gone.How did she just appear and then disappear? How fortuitous that she showed up at my side exactly when I needed her. Was she a real woman, a goddess, a spirit? Ultimately, it doesn’t matter to me. She saved my life, and I have always been grateful.
But when my wife and I walked into the Mami Wata exhibit, we looked at each other and had a simultaneous ‘aha!’ moment. Mami Wata, the spirit honored by my ancestors, saved me that day. Perhaps she spoke through a real woman or as HiĘ»iaka, the Hawaiian water goddess; but however she did it, she was there.
Suddenly the past decades of my painting fell into place. Without questioning why, I have devoted myself to painting water. Now I can see this intense focus as an expression of gratitude to Mami Wata for giving me back my life.
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